My Jami and her OCD

I was looking for Jami because she likes to be Miss little independent and wonder in the stores and I found her in the shoe aisle organizing the shoes. I had to record it and laugh like crazy because she reminds me of myself. I tend to organize things because I think I have some OCD problems but I wouldn't consider it a problem I love being organized. My scheduling and life could use more organizing...lol

My Nichi

My Brother Luis:

I truly and absolutely love my brother Luis with all my heart. He is an amazing person and I am who I am today because of him. He has taught me how to fight, appreciate art, love and fear God, survive in life, etc. He has taught me so much about people and about myself and the world. He is an artist and a poet. His art work is amazing and is poetry is heart felt. He has written four books about a wolf character named Night Wolf. It's a real good book and I hope one day people will be privileged to read it the way I have been. He's my inspiration to be successful and defeat the poverty curse.

An Intro To My Life:

My name is Felicita Angelica Pedroza (Soto by my mother). I got my name from my great great abuela Felicita who was an amazing angel. I was born in New Haven Ct and raised throughout the inner cities of CT including living in Rochester New York for some time. I have two older brothers, Angel and Luis and an older sister, Maria. My mother was a single mother until we were taken away by DCF (Department of Children and Families). I have been in the system since I was born and in foster care since the age of eight. I am a transfer student from High Point University in North Carolina and would rather not count Sacred Heart in Ct because I was only there for a week before I dropped out...lol. I grew up in the Pentecostal church but have gone on a different path. I still believe there is a higher being such as God and try my best to be a Christian. I love Poetry with all my heart. Poetry is my second love and God my first. I want to be a social worker and help the homeless, addicts, and troubled youth. I have a passion for motivating people because I know what the oppressed are capable of if they dig deep into their depths. I've lived in a lot of "ghetto" neighborhoods and some time in the suburbs. I think I know how to survive in both...lol. I rep Hill Side hard core but I think I rep Poetry even more. I look up to my second oldest brother Luis who's an amazing poet and artist. I love my family with all my heart despite all that they have put me through and continue to put me through. I have two beautiful nieces who have stolen my heart, especially my younger niece Neishaliz who is also my goddaughter. I love music so much. I love to dance but I just love blasting the music real loud. I love everything from gangsta rap like Tupac to country like Reba. I am a real honest person and I speak my mind a lot, maybe too much. I have been teaching myself how to tame my tongue because I rather not get into trouble. I love meeting new people. I just love being at a random place and meeting a stranger and building something so strong that could possibly last a long time. I like children but I rather be surrounded by youth. I love babies. I can't change diapers but I love to observe them and I love when they laugh and smile. I can't stand a crying baby because it shatters my heart into a million pieces. I love the laughter of children. My biggest dreams is basically to become a known poet. I don't need the money and the fame I just want to be known and appreciated for my true deep words. I go to Messiah College and although I had two bad semesters, I have met the most amazing people ever. I love the people there because their hearts are so pure and God loving. I have a lot of best friends because I tend to call a lot of people my best friends. I just love having great friends to love and love me back. I love the beach but I can't stand the sand in my nails and I hate the beaches in CT. I love going to the beach at night and I can't swim that great...lol. I love to rap and write poetry. I love singing but I'm not good at it. I love acting and acting a fool. I love to make people laugh and cheer them up. I used to love going to church but church at Messiah is not what I would want to spend a couple hours at so therefore I'm on chapel probation..hahha. There's a lot to write about myself and my experience growing up. I've been through a lot and I think that my story will reach someone and change their life the way it changed mine.